Why don't we talk about it?
Why don't we talk about mental illness? Why are we so ashamed of having such an illness? I'm not ashamed. The reason being is because I don't have control of it that is probably why I try to control every other aspect of my life. My husband doesn't get that. Many people don't get it because they can't see it on test or a lab report you don't have it. Well sorry to break it to you. I have and millions of others do too. I can't control it. I want to. I used to have a grasp on it. A really good one. Boy did I lose that battle. I wish I still had that hold. Maybe my life wouldn't be in such chaos. I think about that day.....I call domes days. I got the call that my mom had cancer. I had to keep a straight face she was sitting right next to me. My heart sank. How do you tell the person you love so much they have cancer? Then on top of the I felt this feeling that I hadn't felt on so long a low and sadness. Boy where did this all come from? People don